Stars-andscars

Anger, light my fire Sadness, break my dam Emotions take my life And make me who I am Sense, clear the fog That's settled in my brain Hope, shine your light On my dark, unsettling shame Joy, make me stronger Than the pain that makes me weak Curiosity, spark my mind With the future that I seek Honour, fill my soul And show me what is right Fear, keep me safe From the creatures in the night Each feeling that I feel Is just another piece of me They show me where to go And in the end will set me free

I'm so afraid I don't know what to do My life's such a mess Cuz I haven't got a clue I want to live forever But only if I'm young Free of imperfections Soaking in the sun Life keeps on going No matter what I do Time goes so fast When everything seems new I'm afraid of growing older I'm scared of growing up I'm not ready for the world I just want time to stop I'll never grow older I'll never die Living in the moment That's what I stand by I forget about the future I forget about what's right But thinking 'bout tomorrow Is what keeps me up at night Life keeps on going No matter what I do Time goes by fast When everyth

Greatness is inside you It's echoing through your bones Ghosts are wandering through your mind They're screaming to be let go Your heart is full of cobwebs Since you never let love in Oh why are you so afraid To shine?

This girl is stuck. She doesn't know what to do and doesn't know where to go. She's sad and alone. She has turned into a shiny ice statue, frozen in time. When it gets warm the statue will start to cry, and she will cry until she is nothing more then a puddle on the floor. And no one will care because no one will know, because water is water and people don't usually try and imagine where it came from or how it got there.            Even if it was, once a weeping statue girl.

Write write, scibble scribble This empty page, my words will nibble My thoughts will echo, loud and strong I'll remember them even after they're gone My frantic words are fuelled by pain Sometimes it seems like I've gone insane These walls around me, are closing in My downward spiral is starting to begin I want to scream, I want to shout I want to know what my life's about I feel like I'm lost, like I'm out of place When will I ever reach the first base? I've been running forever with nowhere to go My shattered soul has nothing to show I'm an empty being, drained of love My shaky legs have had more than enough Please let me be

Please show me what to do 'cause I'm lost Everywhere I look I see darkness I keep trippin' and fallin' hard on my face My insides feel all wrong While some see the world I see a whole lotta nothin' I don't think I'm here 'cause no one seems to notice me If I cut myself will I bleed? If I hit myself will it hurt? If I bend my arm backwards will it break? Maybe I'm not here, maybe I'm just pretendin' Is it possible that I've made up my memories 'cause I want to live so bad? I'm a ghost, fluttering in between life and death Please don't let me be stuck

Change doesn't happen sitting on your ass That hazy, floating feeling You get it when you're studying something completely new Completely misunderstood Though you're desperately trying to keep up When it seems everyone else is ahead And you're lost at the back Of the class. Wondering if everything, anything is real Because you do the same thing day in and day out Working 40 hours a week turns into life And life turns into that thing on the side you wish you had more of And when you do have life, you realize that you're waiting. What do you do while you're waiting for something new? Look around, what do you see in front of your f